FINISHED MED SCHOOL
It's hard to believe, but only one year left and I'll finally be done with medical school! I have mixed feelings about it ending. There are so many things I didn't get a chance to do yet. During tonight's lecture we were examining the cause of hair loss. Ordinarily, I would've found the topic interesting but I have to confess I found it difficult to concentrate with that girl sitting in the front row. It's amazing to believe we've been in almost every single class together for the last several years and I still haven't worked up enough courage to get to know her. She seems nice enough. I just don't know what my problem is. I think I have so many expectations built up about the encounter and what she's like that I don't want to be disappointed. I like the fantasy in my mind of what things could be like and I think it would literally break my heart if it turns out any other way. I honestly think she's one of the reasons I survived medical school. Just seeing her gave me something to daydream about when things got too stressful with my studies. I still think back to that very first time I saw her. She has the most beautiful voice. I don't see her walking around campus with a boyfriend or anything. I think, definitely, before the year is over I will find some way to talk to her!
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